Who Am I?

I am

the result but

not the end-result

of what brought me

into this existence

With all their traits

and dysfunctions

they made and make

me want to be better

than I am now           

Like is not Love

for me

And Love is not

mere Like

So easier

is it to stay in a haze

than truly feel

their soul abandonment

Yet that is why

I distinguish

can distinguish

Like from Love

So I am without Love

which means I am without

Though I have gifts

talents

unlike any other

They mean nothing

which mean I am without

Not sad

Not mad

Never so-so

Not glad

But excited

at times

To remember

That I am still

Without

which means I am without