How I Came

I became myself
when I knew no one
Knew Me
That aloofness I always
wanted to let loose
Peacocked
Noticing the noticers
brought me back
from the heavy rock
I chose to live under
 my welfare it was
was in a place
best kept a secret
But what a feeling
to be touched by sight
and not by fright
Because they don't know
What an orgasm I will
give them
Can give them
Either way