NDE

Almost there

 But where haunts me

Seeing everything here as it is

 But where haunts me

Tugging on the belt pulling me

Or is it me pulling

No scent or nonsense

 Seeing everything as I didn’t

before

Peacefully lying there in peace

 But where haunts me

To have peace like that

 I want that

I can have that

 In spite of

 Because of

All that is behind the peace I see

 But where haunts me

Lo, should I haunt the peace I see