To me my life is a charade.
Nothing you know of me is true.
But dispite all i was taught.
I did exactly what i was told not to.
I went and met good friends .
I went and met miss right.
She is the queen of my day.
She is the godess of my night.
But i have a mission to carry out.
So i have to leave all this behind.
I want to stay and care for her.
But iv already made up my mind.
Nothing can change my fate
and nothing can stop me from going.
I want to tell her so she dosent get hurt.
But the rules keep her from knowing.
Iv cried because i know the day is near.
Iv begged to change what its to late to alter.
Its the day when Leo dies and Tak is born.
Its the day when I cannot hesitate or faulter.
Now im willing to wear this mask forever.
Now im willing to live life by this lie.
Somehow iv always justified revenge.
But now iv found a reason not to try.
As long as we can just be together.
ill abandon my mission and we can run away.
So the more i get to know and love her
The more i hate the coming day .