Close Your Eyes

Why do we close our eyes to feel safe? 

I can't close my eyes to feel safe.

The safest I am is when I'm with you.

But at the same time,

I'm terrified I'll hurt you and you'll leave.

I can't sleep to feel safe.

You haunt my dreams.

I'll wake up screaming because you get hurt.

I won't close my eyes.

That's where they can get me.

Don't make me close my eyes.

Please...

Help me.