I can't

I can't do this anymore, I'm broken lying on the floor, shattered, I can't, this pain is too much to bare. My jealousy is killing me and I can't keep doing this, I love you but I don't want to, I want this to stop, GO AWAY!!! Please I can't do this, I can't feel this much anymore, I can't deal with this pain!!!!!! I just want it to stop, I want these feelings to stop and go away, because I can't do this I just can't!!!!!!