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Your messages sit in my inbox.

I want to read them,

Want to remember you.

I can't open them,

Not here,

Not when people are watching.

I can't show them how I feel.

I can't break down,

But I want to every day.

Would they even notice?

Can they already tell?

I hardly have the energy to speak,

I can't remember the time I last smiled.

It was probably before....

Before I lost you....

I have to keep going,

I can't give up,

But I want to every day.

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[Fantasygirl46]

This is very touching you had me on the first stanza magnificent :)