Not Good Enough

My stomach is cramping up.

It hurts when I don't eat,

But worse when I do.

If I look in the mirror,

I'll know I'm not good enough.

I never smile for the camera,

I know my smile is horrible.

I want my skin paler,

And my hair darker.

I want my body thinner,

And my eyes bluer.

I can't fix everything,

But I can fix this.

If I just stop eating,

I'll grow thin as a stick.

Reviews

[Your Perfect Disaster]

Taylor, you can't ever just stop eating. Actually, in fact, the less you eat the more weight you'll gain because any food you DO take in, your body stores a lot more nutrients and fat than it otherwise would because it can sense you are starving it.

And taylor, to me, you're perfect. There is no reason you would ever need to change.
I'm hoping this is just a write and that you really are ok....