Can't Stand Hurting You

Now I've hurt you

For the last time.

I never think

Before I speak.

I wish you

Only knew.

The truth.

It's a crime

All the time

To be kind.

Why do you think

I sit then shrink

When I forget to think.

I wish I could not speak

Instead of being a freak.

I just must be more meek.

If I hurt you

One more time,

I'll never think.

I'll never speak.

I'll just pull the trigger.