a conversation with my mind

You seized me with remorse 

gave me a sense of guilt 

make me say the wrong words 

make me do the wrong things 

crazy thoughts of benevolent intentions 

a want of self-satisfaction

committing deeds beyond description 

but your really just dead calmness of inaction 

nothing is your painful than the human mind 

depression, repression,projection and angst 

a need to be perfect and live out the dream 

laughable to say the least 

you gave me a certainty 

no, a promise of new hope 

but as quickly as you gave it 

you hurried me back to hell