YOUR SHIRTS.

ON LOOKING AT A DEAD SON'S SHIRTS

Your shirts
hang drying
that we washed,
my son.

I recall you
wearing them,
each
and every one.

They hang there
lonesome now,
sad relics
of your wardrobe,
cast-offs
of a life
gone too soon,
cut short,
live long after me,
I thought.

I like the patterns,
the colours, too,
but on seeing them,
I’m remembered sadly,
of lovely you.

I sniff
along the cloth,
feel the buttons
that you once
did up, undid,
your fingers touch
and hug and feel,
the pain, of that,
too much.

The shirts hang
innocent, unaware,
lifeless, unworn
and cold,
I can feel them,
but want you
to hold.

Maybe I’ll wear the shirts
to give them back
some life,
some warmth,
fill them out,
give them body
to embrace,
pretend to them
I’m you,  
act out the lie,
not reveal to them,
not tell them,
I watched you die.

Reviews

[untitledramblings]

This is such a beautiful poem and I especially love the 5th and 7th stanzas. The way you wrote this makes it seems to relatable and like anyone can connect with it. And anyone can, in my opinion. One of my favorite lines is 'I can feel them, but want you to hold.' That's pretty much how I feel right now.

[Terry Collett]

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