
Milka braves
her brothers'
teasing taunts
and gets dressed
in her room
what to wear?
she takes out
the short skirt
the red one
tries it on
does a twirl
bit too short
Mum will say
she mutters
shows too much
too much what?
she had asked
your panties
Mum had said
she takes off
the red skirt
and puts on
the knee length
orange dress
bit boring
with flowers
it will do
Mum likes it
will Benny?
he will be
coming soon
she mutters
she puts on
her stockings
and black shoes
ready now
she goes out
to show Mum
her mother
studies her
length of dress
stocking seams
straight and neat
shoes on feet
and behave
Mother says
behave what?
Milka asks
don't be smart
Mother says
I know best
what it's like
what what's like?
Milka grins
Mother stares
looks away
Benny comes
through the door
Mother smiles
dabs her hair
pulls her dress
stands erect
Benny smiles
like Elvis
Mother moans
inwardly
if only
she were young
Milka sighs
will this do?
shows Benny
the old dress
yes he says
that looks fine
Mother swoons
secretly
if only
she utters
inwardly
he was mine.