Broken Empathy

It's is simply a poem about loss..you'll see

No more thoughts to calm my nerves,

Filled with hate my mind has been.

 

Sharper than a rose's thorn,

Feeling stiff and cold within.

 


Though kindness can be heard from words,

Everyday your voice will speak.

 

I wish to hush the horrid sound,

Your mind to me is just too weak.

 


I cannot help the way I feel,

Incidents so small, they creep.

 

Eating at my sanity,

Locking me away from sleep.

 


I've dealt with this thing for far too long,

Acid blood and boiling rage.

 

Why can't you listen, be mature,

Turn your book to a brand new page.

 


Fear of losing what I have to learn,

And my sanity because of you.

 

I try to ignore your idiotic ways,

But thinking of anger is all I can do.

 


I've dealt with this thing for far too long,

Acid blood and boiling rage.

 

They tell me it will all end soon,

I've sat here longing for that day.

 


It has not come, and I can't wait,

From your presence I wish to be free.

 

In my mind appears more hate,

Take with you your stupidity.

 


For one does not need what they already have,

In this town so small.

 

Opinions shared, and no one's cared,

I've sat and waited for it all to fall.

 


Intelligence and common sense,

The lack of which hands me more fear.

 

Why must I be the only one

To understand what future is near?

 


Walk away and never look back,

I try to keep from going insane.

 

Explosion is what you'll cause me to do,

You speak some more you bring more pain.

 


I'll try to fight for all I've got,

But only one chance is left to give.

 

For my weakened mind will break and sob,

Through all the stress I have to live.

 


Because of you each year is hell,

I die a little more each day.

 

Because of you I've wept, I've fell,

You've set my tortured mind astray.

 


I've dealt with this thing for far too long,

Acid blood and boiling rage.

 

Leave my sight and don't turn back,

From sanity I'd disengage.

 


Intelligence within your mind,

Each day becomes harder to find.

 

Just like courage to my soul,

I'll fight my way from this black hole.

Author's Note

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