Crazy Conversations With My Sane Self

Just some word vomit about something... I think.

I hear voices.
These quiet voices
Speak to me
When I am alone.

The Dark Room
Devoid of noise,
Seems the venue
Of silent screams.

Loud whispers echo,
As soft shouts bellow
Within the belly
Of my Brain.

As insane as it sounds
The Sounds say things
Beyond the bounds
Of my comprehension.

The ascension
From soliloquies
To dialogues with me
Opens new dimensions.

New dimensions
...To see...
...To touch...
...To speak of...

All through the speeches
I present to myself.
I recite my Mind's poetry
And resolve its problems

I help myself.
I speak to me.
He listens.
He speaks to me.

I confide
In a confidante
That lies within
The confines of my Mind.

Listen to the Silence.
Look into the Dark Room.
Let yourself guide YOU,
Let yourself FIND YOU.

LOST.

Author's Note

Don't Feed the Trolls.

Reviews

[Poetic-pRiNcEsS]

this is a great piece, it jst flows so perfectly and uses simple words in a very creative way so gud work

[CecilA]

Sounds as though you have it under control either by medication or a combination of medication and psychotherapy. I have witnessed its effects in my sister when she has bouts of schizophrenia. Fortunately she is able to lead a near normal life as long as she takes her meds. Having a genuine friend has helped tremendously; a friend who has legal right to talk with her doctors and notify them when she begins to have an episode. I wish you well with your challenge. It takes a real man to stand up and tell the whole world that he has schizophrenia and leads a full life despite of it. Your last line is most impressive: ' Listen to the silence. Look into the Dark Room. Let yourself guide YOU, to let yourself, FIND YOU.' As usual, well composed and written.

[Sibling]

Thanks again,the thing is I'm not really schizophrenic or I don't really think I am,yet but with this poem I was trying to convey the fact that all geniuses are closer to crazy...subtly implying I'm a genius,but I suffer from the inner ordeal of my supernatural "skillz" being derived from my craziness...if you know about Capital STEEZ you'll know what I'm talking about. Be crazy,and embrace it.

[CecilA]

My personal take on my situation is that I'm simply NUTS. The term weird has been used before but I take it as a compliment. For me to write from my gut takes a form of psychic revelation. You are a genius because you have a natural ability, great mental capacity and inventive ability which are revealed in your writing.

[Sibling]

Hahaha We're all a lil crazy. We all have angels and demons. Sometimes its possible that we do good work with the latter's help...