Internal garbage

I hate myself for it

I'm screaming because
I broke the Rules
I opened the gates to
My kingdom

I'm angry because
I thought we conquered
I thought we'd make it
Now I'm a mess
And you're going to fake it

I cry because I wake up
To nothing
While you wake up
To your false future.

I am screaming because
I am silent
When I could burn your world
Like you burnt mine.

I'm silent because
I still love you
And I can't stop.