a journal

this is an unfinished short story. i am going to complete it

why? i ask myself. why am i standing here?

atop of the ____ buiding. there is no more real reason i should be here, no one in the world loves me. my one true love has been in a coma for the past 7 years. this would be our 10 year wedding anniversary. what is the point now? the doctors are taking her off life support today. my love is going to die today. i have no one to live for.

i place my toes on the edge of the huge building and look at the destination to come. my heart says do it, but my mind says no. i take out the picture of her. God she is so beautiful, or was. I took out a pen that is had in my pocket and wrote “bury this with her, i love you my darling. i always have and always will. see you there love.”