I have been walking on the
glass you left behind,
Bare feet bleeding out the shape of your
goodbye.
I keep telling all my shadows that I’m fine,
But
they know every lie I try to hide.
And you,
You were thunder in a room too small to
breathe.
I loved you even as you swallowed me.
Now I’m
haunted by the words I didn’t say,
They echo every night until
they fade…
And I swear, I wasn’t built for breaking,
But
you cracked me open just to watch me cave in.
’Cause hurt people hurt people,
You taught
me that lesson too well.
You stitched your pain into my
spine,
Left me carrying your hell.
I’m trying so hard not to be like you,
But I
bleed the same way you do…
And hurt people hurt people;
Guess
I was someone you could bruise.
Every memory tastes like rust in my mouth,
Like
something sweet that time has poisoned now.
I still keep your
ghost around to blame,
’Cause letting go means facing all my
shame.
And me,
I’m a mirror for the damage that you
gave.
I hate the way I sometimes feel the same.
And I
swore, I never be like you;
But I carry all the scars you left,
And I'm afraid that I might not escape my fate.
’Cause hurt people hurt people,
I’m
tracing your fingerprints in mine.
The cracks you carved into my
spine;
Are the ones I use to hide.
I’m trying so hard not to be you,
But I love
and hate the same way you do;
And hurt people hurt people,
Even
when they never mean to.
I wish that I could break the chain,
Let the
future wash away the stains.
But every time I try to change,
I
hear your voice inside my veins…
And I hate that it still sounds
like a comfortable chain.
I’m trying so hard not to be you.
God, I
hope I won't be like you;
’Cause hurt people hurt people.