Bloodlust

Not doing it again lol

I feel the dread coming
a quick relief
My pocket knife
Bloodlust
I need to see cuts
Your scars give me joy
The more I see the merrier
Kill me slowly
Let me feel at ease
Let me feel rage
Widened eyes
a tongue cut out
Tightened fists
Hardened flesh
Bloodlust
a mask to hide for
Pain spoken in red
The blade of agony
a yell that cant be heard
Suffering
Regret
Scared for life
Tension gone
Bloodlust
Salty seas beneath the eyes
a woman far from reach
no glory gained
nothingness
numbness
all for nothing
bloodlust