Confusion

I just don't know what to think.

I'm so confused.

I can't remember

what he said,

what he did,

what he was like.

I can only remember the feelings

of happiness,

of nervousness,

of tentative love.

I tell myself it was two years ago,

that I don't know him now,

that I don't know what he's like,

that I don't like him.

But when he walks into the room,

my heart flutters,

my skin tingles,

my face heats up.

My brain and body send different signals,

what am I supposed to think?

I'm so confused.

Author's Note

Well, this is my first time putting my writing online. :) I've never really let anybody read my poetry other than what I write for school, so just tell me what you think.

Reviews

[Killian]

wow...this is done really well, I really connected to your poem especially in the section where you tell yourself it was to years ago, and what that means to you yet the italics for know and like, it works so well for me it means "I know it's over yet deep inside the italikcs still tell me that I like me ex" really captures the moment and definitely found it very meaningful. keep up the good work = )

[samdraMAYHEM]

O.o I didn't know that you wrote period.........but that was pretty good. Great for a first poem though!!

[Randal Bright]

I really like this poem. :) It's interesting how... you describe a possible ex and that maybe, you still have feelings for him, well done here. The use of small phrases kinda gives a breathless feeling when I read it, which, apparently is how you/the speaker of this poem feel when they are around this guy. Great write! :)