Saddened through time

i don't like this feeling :'(

why do i feel so bad?
i did nothing wrong
but yet YOU turn the tables
and make it sound as if i did the crime...

every year
since i met YOU
i feel so saddened
because of YOU!

if i didn't meet YOU
would i be happier?
would i feel like such a pushover?
if i didn't meet YOU?

i used to think
that we'd be friends til the end
how stupid was i?
now you're the reason i softly weep in the corner

you think i am your personal maid
that will do whatever you want
that is so desperate for a friend
that i will settle for YOU

well, your right...
i am that desperate and spineless
that i will waste my time
on the likes of YOU

i wish YOU didn't change
i wish YOU hadn't left me
for people who are more superficial than me
i wish we could've stayed friends...
friends forever

:'(

Author's Note

this doesn't rhyme (i'm trying something different) :O

Reviews

[Shadow in the Dark]

Very well written. I often feel like this but there is nothing really we can do. People change sometimes for the good of the people around them and sometimes for the worst of the people around them. Some people say that you should talk to them about it, which i do believe in; but talking can't take back everything you felt and even though they say they will change they will return to thier former self; like the old saying goes "You can't teach an old dog new tricks."

[Moonwind Belmont]

I guess you're angry with someone you used to care for. I used to feel the same for someone. The feeling of being used because you'd give up everything because you care even to the point you hurt yourself...

A song has the line saying "..we never had a way knowing what the future is going to bring but still we listen to our heart though it will always lie to me and what is left for me...Only time will tell

[Black-Draped]

ooos wonder who it is =O

[TWISTED NIGHTMARE]

i like this dude...i like that she goes from one thought to her true feelings...amazing write and it came out good just like your other stuff even though you changed it up...!!