Suicide

A Story by TrikeZHD

Because I can

I don’t get why I ever had the suicidal thoughts. I don’t get how with everything that I have, I still feel like this. And the first time I attempted suicide, well I fucked that one up. Who would of guessed someone would leave the safety on, on the gun. And now thinking back on it, what was going through my head wasn’t that bad. Then the second time I attempted it. I fucked up yet again. Who would of known I could be so stupid to get a old breaking rope. And again, thinking back on it nothing that bad was going through my head.
Now I have constant thoughts of suicide. Contemplating weather or not to go through with it. Only this time, I wont be so stupid. This time, whats running through my head.. Should of killed me long ago..