Fucc Is Up

sittin in a pool of my emotions
feelin everything between luv & fear just mentally soakin'
social hassles of my life slowly fuccin up my focus
broken trusts eatin away my heart like biblical locusts
supressin stress behind my livin hopin' noboby notices
takin' blunts to da face like muthafucc this sober s**t
i often tell her I luv her but she say I neva show da s**t
yea I kno she a hoe & s**t
only good for false luv & s**t
temporary euphoric feelin yea her luv like a drug & s**t
wouldn't surprised when her friend told me she jus be fuccin s**t
told me I shouldn't trust dat bih
heard dat line so many times now when I hear it I luv dat s**t
then wake up next to her friend not surprised we just fucc'd & s**t...