Loving you

Can't even tap into this anger , how bad Id love to scream bloody murder ,
Watch her eyes shut wide open ,
As a metaphor slits her throat ,
Blood dripping down her chest ,
Right to the point I feel the affection for my erection to cause pain ,
But all falls when love burns.

Emotions have become everything with nothing to show ,
But a portrait of a smile with cracked lips ,

What has become of me , to wish such a evil thing to a soul that wanders ,
To see her smile once more ties the knot in my gut ,
Just to puke all her love into a barrel of hate.

The message was unclear , the motive crystal ,
But she's a figment of my imagination ,
Cause she's just as bad as I , but she loves more than I could.

I dream to be loved , but if she does ,
I'll hate her for expressing anything less of disgust ,
Because she is to me what a pill is to euphoria ,

She is and always will be my love ,
A drug infested soul trap ,
Taking my life source , sourcing it out to the Devils to control my every wish ,
No more candles to blow , soul sold to the Angels of illusion ,

The crown of hatred rests on the neck of destruction ,
For every drop of blood poured onto to the good lifts the wicked.

For they know the destiny of a wish of bad intentions ,
For being dead was the truest gift of the gods ,
But the bible lied the day I said f**k her