dreaming

hearts of hearts
childhood dream remembered
a place without people

a place where none of this matters
moment to moment

 as I'd like to step through

  satisfied with no illusion
mercy in the passages of sound, in the city they could not be found
will I go
will I find.
between the past and me
distance, a woman doesn't want give up
but for her
someday and people will say
enough said,

 heart beating in its original way
from that life I'd like to never wake up from dreaming.
touched so I've heard to be

 and make contact with what it means to have a heart
 compassion, a great big word
 falls and humbles
 as I fall apart
 men hold on to what they know as they fall apart
 pride turns to arrogance to sadness
 never knew love, or fun, the only thing was chaos from the start.
 feel it now
 and can't cope 
 forgot what it means. what it could. this word called love