Your heart

I love you,
I want to tell you,
But I know there’s already someone special,
In your heart,
There’s no room for me in your heart,
Oh how I hope that you’ll return my feelings,
But I know you can’t.

I can’t lie and say I’m alright,
every time I see you flirt with her,
I die even more inside,
She is a wonderful person,
I know,
She deserves you,

Your heart can never be mine,
Even though I know that,
I cant help but flirt,
I am so stupid,
So foolish,
So naive.

Stop being so kind to me,
It’ll make it harder for me,
For my heart to learn not to beat faster,
When you look at me.

Give my heart a chance to learn not beat for you,
Give my brain a chance to learn how to forget you,
I know I’m selfish,
For asking so much of you,
But give me time,
So I can stop the pain,
So I can stop this feeling of jealousy.

When I sleep I dream up fantasy’s,
Of me and you,
Being happy,
I wish I could sleep forever,
So I don’t have to wake up to the reality,
I want this dream to last forever,
But as I wake up tears flow out,
As I know that the dream can never be true.

I feel guilty,
When I think that you should be with me,
Not her,
You have done something to my mind,

I always hoped that you would smile at me,
The way you do with her,
But that smile belongs to her now,
Your heart belongs to her.

Now as I look at you,
Flirting with her,
I wish that was me,
But I should stop,
Stop wishing for something,
Something that wont come,
Now my wish is for you and her to be happy.