angst

ta-da i dunno, bordenesss

so im scared.

everyone gets scared

mabe not fear

no fear seems to big

and loud

dangerous

no this isnt fear

its not noise

its a whisper

hush

and absolutley painful

heart punding

teeth gritting

vein popping

anxiety

what if i just ran

out into the street

with the rain pouring down

stripped myself free of all the bullshit

and swam

thorugh the flooding waters

what if i opened my eyes

and jumped

what if i pushed myself to the edge

and ran faster than i thought my legs could ever go

what if

what if

is never good enough

sometimes i gotta try

and let go of all the stupid teenage angst

 

Author's Note

excuse my errors.

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