Lonely

I sat home alone

while everyone else was out

Told myself i was grounded

so i wouldnt feel left out,

Preteneded no one ignored me

maybe no one did

it's just me up here

confussed out of my head ,

sat in the dark for hours

feeling rather sour

melodies i drummed

sad songs which i hummed,

pulled the shades shut

and the a/c turned it up

threw blankets over me

wanted to be left be,

Awoke from a dream

cold,in the dark

felt much alone

and much without a home,

Got out of bed

opened my shades

looked out my window

to find a beutiful day