This Feeling

So it still feels like yesterday

This feeling~

I am trying to numb a feeling

A feeling that can't be numb

I can never forget

Cause forgetting hurts even more

I am trying to wrap my hands around this but what is this?

I can't seem to see the reason

I want to think tomorrow will be better

That I wont look for you

I still expect to see you

Are you still here with me?

I am trying to see the light

But all that is around me is darkness

I am trying to be this person

A person that died with you

I am trying to numb this feeling

This feeling of remorse, sorrow, emptiness, and even regret

Can I be numb?

Can I even numb this feeling

Author's Note

This is me writing for someone who will never get to read it