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So I can't have you
What else is new
It's for sure not me
Sitting around, alone, being blue

But hey at least you're happy
Without me and all my yapping
Seriously why can't I shut up
Maybe it's because I'm not happy

Maybe I need to talk about my feelings
But I'm just too afraid of feeling
So instead of saying what I want to say
I'm saying nothing that matters and not dealing

But at least it's not how it used to be
The arguing, the anger, the jealousy
I mean what was I thinking
Over being with her, you wouldn't want me

But at the very least I get to be your friend
And part of me...hopes this friendship never ends
So I'll push my feelings way down and hide them
And hopefully the right message I will send

So that I get to see you everyday
And long for you more in every way
I was so stupid for coming here, right?
Because my feelings for you aren't going away

You mean so much too me, hon
Which is why I will always run
To keep from getting too close
Because if I do, our friendship will be done