Inescapable

 

Why do I allow myself to do this,

day after day, wishing and waiting,

pacing in a confined space,

tripping on the surface of what I want,

falling head first into what I can not have

 

Scraped knees and elbows

locked at the joints,

bound by corrosion,

hidden beneath denim overlays,

heavy duty to conceal

bolted thoughts

chained to the wall

by my desires

 

 

These iron bars of your memory

surround me at all times

an inescapable cage around my heart -

and I can not find the key

 

nor do I want to

 

but why

 

Reviews

[Einstein Noodle]

it's a Mad Mad Mad Mad love and world that consumes with such a veracious appetite .. lock and key and no escape ... yeow! ... me thinks you need to come on over .. we will spirit the night away with a bottle of good Irish whiskey .. and be damned the 'morrow ... God bless you will! .. you have to want to .. i am an old man and i so relate .. press on... keep the faith... always write ..you will find a place of great strength ..sublime beauty .. ;)
love and peace
E.

[willweb]

Thanks so very much E. I may just take you up on that whiskey. I am happy you enjoyed this one.

[Cryingkate]

awe Don't think I won't show up... I'll be there about 3 am with the puke bucket and another shot of the dog that bit ya's

[willweb]

Better bring two buckets. :)

[Einstein Noodle]

we you two! .. i've got the Jameson ..and in my bucket there is none better ;)
E.
ps bring your own shot glasses
pss also am partial to Patron; salt licks and lime ... :}
E.

[Cryingkate]

I was bringing 4 buckets actually So you both have one for each end... ha ha ha

[Einstein Noodle]

eeeeeeeeeeeeeyewwwwwwwwwwww! i can not speak for will but i know my limits .. keep the buckets at home crying girl!

[Einstein Noodle]

and meant "well you two" ... not we you two ... edit edit edit .. right?? :)

[Cryingkate]

LOL...zxcvbnmlkjhgfdq2w3456780987654

[willweb]

Does anyone care that I am eating lunch right now?

[Cryingkate]

No... You started this.... You made the claim :
chained to the wall by my desires"
So there you go with two buckets and shackles and walls.
How about writing about Joy Peace and freedom to get your self out of it :-)

[Matching Socks]

cuz you're a dumbass. : )
Ok, Ok, sorry... xx
Because you're kind and sensitive and caring and in love with someone that doesn't no any better?

[Matching Socks]

yeah, let's go with option B

[willweb]

Looking under my bed yelling Boo again. Damn, she's still here. :) Thank you so very much Ana. Somehow a smile always comes when you are on my page.