To my one and only

Morning my dear It's been some time
In which you couldn't hear That I'm alive and fine
Sorry to make you worry But in this line of work
Better late than sorry You understand I'm sure

That being said It's on my mind lately
To send you the words I want you to read greatly
For a time may come And it's not unlike
That my life will be gone And my eyes will lose spark

But When I die
I don't want you to cry
Keep your head held high
And send me of with a smile
Cause like my brothers
I served to my last
So don't let our names
Be forgotten by the past

Afternoon my love, Another thing on my mind
How do you manage Your lonely time?
Do you think about me Or have you let a man inside?
Is your promise faithful Or was it a lie?

I won't be mad I know loving is hard
Especially when someone Is away for a long time
I want to know the truth Even if it was a lie
Cause i still love you And that's why...

When I die
I want you to cry
To scream loud
To leave the other guy
Cause that would mean
That you still love me
And that would be
What makes me happy

Evening honey How's the wine?
The night is coming Moon starts to shine
Time to get ready For another shitfest tonight
The hyenas bark This won't be a silent night.

But I'm with others Hyped so i don't mind
Sure, there's danger But we ignore it and smile
For they are brothers And sisters in arms
Everyone on the same boat When life is on the line

So when I die
I don't care if you cry
If you wipe your tears
or say goodbye
Cause I've done what I've loved
Saved people's lives
And i will always treasure
Those precious times