Inside and Out, Two-Faced Liar

I'm a liar

Outside I'll show you smiles

Inside I'm screaming.

Outside I'm laughing

Inside I cry.

Outside I'll never give you reason to worry

Inside I think of how easy it would be.

Inside I plead for the end

Inside I want to die.

Outside I'm loud and cheerful.

But you see it's just a clever ruse.

I laugh too loud yes it's true

But it drowns outeverything else

Everything I feel

      Inside.

Author's Note

So somehow this went from alternating the word outside and inside for every line to this...oh well tell me what you think and thanks