Going On

Looking forward instead of behind

Time heals all is what they say

Time for me to go on.

I'll pick myself up again

Things are finally starting to change.

You're talking to me,

You're smiling at me,

Just like once before.

A pressure from my heart begins to lift,

To be called your friend again

Is all I wish.

I don't care about

Never being more.

I don't know if

I should raise my hopes up

I probably shouldn't.

But I'm going on, starting again,

It still hurts like yesterday

But I won't let it show.

I'm saying goodbye now

To you, my love,

Farewell to you, my friend.

Author's Note

And with this I'm caught up for the time being...of course I know even though this describes how I feel right now there's no telling about tomorrow or the day after...I'm discovering I'll have a good day and then the next day I'll wake up wishing I was in a coma or something to stop remembering.