There is a hole, where my heart once beat!

my body shivers from cold

as my heart bleeds from my mistakes.

my stomach feels sick

as im lying alone, once again.

i keep telling myself i am over you

that we are done.

but.....are we?

i dont want us to be

 my body keeps telling me lies

like i can't take another risk like you,

that i am not strong enough to heal this gapping hole

the hole in my chest, where my heart once beat.

But i dont think i am strong enough,

to live without your presence by my side,

without your arms around me

without your beating heart insink with mine.

everyone thinks i am over you.

everyone thinks i am strong

everyone thinks i dont care for you anymore

but everyone is so very wrong.

im dieing here alone.

but no one will ever know

that there is a hole 

where my heart once beat

 

Author's Note

enjoy!

5-18-11 <3
no matter how much time passes by,
tears will still fall from these eyes.

Reviews

[Wolfwind]

The reality of love pulsates in this one. When a heart breaks, it indeed take much more time to heal or refill, than more who are on the outside of a situation, looking in, have any clue about.
I think your words sum up the condition perfectly.
Hope and light to you. May the future find a positive ray of sunshine that will be just what you need.

Aaron

[~ Stefanie ~]

Wow... this was good... very good. There was such emotion behind every one of your words. You did a fantastic job with this one!

[Summer'sBreeze]

great write

[Aeternal Oceanfire]

This is great! It made me kind of sad.

[Larry Dyson]

actually very expressive ...so that menas potential for rewriting ...slower this time...Maybe?

[victoria]

alot of spelling erroes, i wrote this verrrryyyyy fast,
so very sorry,
but still please enjoy