I believe in love again

Short story on a experience

I always thought my past relationships was Gods way of showing me what I should expect from my perfect wife in the future.

I am grateful for every relationship I had however small because of this. However last night while praying I caught myself admitting that the fact that I thought every relationship I had, had meaning was indeed just me trying to be positive .The truth is, Around 3 Months ago while doing a small favour for my sister I went shopping for supplies and walked into a corner shop for the first time, And there she was…

All that I wanted in a girl in one perfectly packed gift from god. When I walked into the artsy shop I caught myself smiling and freaking out a bit.

 I was so dumbstruck about this beautiful person and her honest pure smile I just paid and left. While driving home in complete silence I felt the worst feeling I ever experienced. I felt like I was driving away from someone I always knew and that I would never see her again. This is sort of true since I was always thinking of this “perfect woman “though I have never met her before…

I could not continue driving and pulled over to calm my thoughts. Before I knew it I turned around and drove like a bat out of hell back to that shop. I arrived and without thought I entered. As soon as I saw her again I thought what now? I knew I looked a bit lost and ended up buying the exact items again.. :-/

As soon as I paid I took the chance and asked her for her number. (This was probably the scariest thing I have ever done).She gave It to me on a business card that I still keep with me to this day.

Back to my prayer last night, without typing the whole 40 minute conversation I will just type what is to me the part where I realised I am truly in love with her. “Thank you again God for giving me the chance to meet her, although I am not certain she feels the same and that I may never call her my girlfriend I would like to thank you for showing me what to look for in an all in one package. On our first date Lord I looked into her eyes and for the first time ever I wanted to stand up and scream out of frustration because I wanted to grab her right then and there and never let her go…I find myself staring at the ceiling at night hoping that she has a good night’s sleep and that she is safe (I chuckled since its 2am and here I am wide awake thinking of her)”.

I am glad to say this story still has no ending since we are still communicating. She is a bit hurt from a recent breakup so I am trying to keep thing going at a nice slow pace.

Long story short, I believe in a perfect match again

Author's Note

ignore grammar problems