Letter To The Queen II

Wow. Seeing that picture of you really made me miss Dallas. You don ' t even know how much I miss you. I am really sorry for what happened between us , the whole my mom calling Charmaine and what not. I really am sorry. And I know you probably hate me but you don ' t know what i was going through that night , and the night before that... AND the night after that. That was a really hard time in my life. I am really sorry that it had to fall on you the way it did. 

Paige told me you denied everything that you were accused of. GOOD. I ' m glad you did. Because if you admitted to doing anything with me then , well , my life would have been over. Paige also told me how you talked smack about me after that. I guess i wouldn ' t blame you because I probably would have done the same thing. 

I really do miss you. Like , a lot. I miss your awesome advice. I miss you gorgeous smile. I miss all the laughs we shared , and how when we were together we NEVER STOPPED laughing. I miss my friend , my homie. I miss "snuggling" with you. I felt loved and wanted. And honestly , the way I feel about it , I just loved you that much. I mean I did like you but if I didn ' t like you , Idk. It ' d hard to explain. 

I really wish I knew why you did it. Why you did ANY of that stuff with me? And fyi , I didn ' t really tell anyone. Paige new , and a couple of my friends that live here in Houston. THAT ' S ALL. So don ' t be telling Paige how I told the whole world , because that ' s not how it went down hun.

Anyway. I really wish we could talk again. I am always gonna be here for you. No matter what , because I love you , as in you my home girl till the end of the world. I mean I know once you get to Trinity you won ' t give a Monkey ' s Hairy Balls about me... But I will always be here ; Jealousy and all. 

Love,

   Your Stank Hoe :)

Author's Note

I really didn ' t write this for reviews or anything. I mean like I wrote it for someone special to read... But of course I ' ll never have the guts to say all this. So I ' ll put it out there for the REST of the world to read. EVERYONE but HER.