I've asked why

I asked myself…
Why…
Why… she left?
Why… she had to go?
Why… she had to leave?

And I blamed myself…
Late...
Too late…
I… came too late…
I… too late to think…

And I…
Laughed…
I… laughed hard…
at myself…
I… laughed for I am a fool…

And I…
Fell…
Fell…to my knees…
Fallen… to hell my heart has…

And I looked to the heavens, knowing shes there, I ask…
Live?
Live… how?
Live… alone?
Live… without her at my side?

And I swore I'd…
Die…
Die… for her
Die… for her I did
Died… for her again, and again

And I pounded my heart to…
Death…
Death… I wished for…
Death… That should have claimed me
Death… That shouldnt have taken her…
Death… for me…
…I knelt broken.