Dying Inside

I find my self breathing
Though inside I know I'm dying

I feel like I'm drowning at sea
This life just not feeling me

Guess my luck is running out
Lately all I feel is nothing but doubt

My friends they worry about my behavior
They say I'm acting way out of character

At night I can't sleep
This misery is getting real deep

Saying things will get better,
Smiling to myself

Screaming on the inside, bitter
Because I'm lying to myself

I Can't recognize the man in the mirror, f**k,
I must be living in the days of horror

Now I'm hearing voices in my head,
telling me I'd be better off dead

Lord help me out of this great despair
Wondering if my prayers you even hear