I'm sorry.

Just what I never got to say.

I'm sorry for my mistakes,

I'm sorry for my faults.

I'm sorry for all the wrong moves I make.

I'm sorry I drank so much,

I'm sorry I'm stupid.

I'm sorry for the walls I punched,

I'm sorry for the anger.

I'm sorry for the tears

And sorry for the years that I never spent with you.

But maybe, just maybe

if this fate was something I knew,

it would be all different.

Now, tomorrow's your birthday,

And it's gonna be hard,

I'm gonna cry, & I'm always gonna be scarred.

But the 2 things I want right now,

is for you to be proud

of the little girl you made,

and I want you to see me, on stage, in front of a huge crowd.

In truth,

I never did anything with you.

You were always asking,

But I was never one for multitasking.

But listen,

I'm sorry.

I love you.

I'm sorry.

[May 14th, 2010.]

Reviews

[Wolf's Dark Song]

Very heartfelt and emotional poem. I could feel the pain as I read your words. Great job on writing this.