Nothing

I threw what was ours away
That's right, that year and whatever
Was a waste
See I pushed you miles and miles away
Until I had to show you how far gone I was
I think I broke your heart
You weren't even the best I ever had
I'm not sure if you were there
To fill the absence of
The best I ever had
Did I ever truly love you?
I guess that is the eternal question
While you're asking why I left
I'll be asking why you were ever here