I'm Needing a Change of Pace

I'm on the floor, listening at your door.
I can feel the ground pulse,and your heart beat.
Are you coming for me? I need your escape,beautiful,
Come take me away.
I miss what it's like to hold a hand,
To kiss lips, and to whisper in listening ears--
Hope fails, and memories taunt;
I'm waiting for the day
When happiness is permanent.