Not a DayDream

I thought you were my daydream

The one who understood me

The perfect match

The very best

Thought we would end up happy

But now I know what lies beyond

Behind the smile and the eyes

I watch you put your arm around her

I turn away like it doesn't matter

Like it doesn't hurt to see you laughing

Without me being funny

So as the tears well up

And sparkle on my lashes

I turn and run

Putting it past

Now I feel the pain of longing

I found out you are not mine.