Break

I feel like I should do it

But I don't

I feel like I could do it

But can't?

 

Odd

There's a hole in my brain

But I mean my head

That's where it all goes

 

In her mind

 

Did they ask you to take it off?

It's a blank feeling

Still you live

Motionless you die

But it's constant

Precise

 

It's cold again

But I'm alive

 

I think we're human

But I know something's missing

There's a missing piece to this miserable puzzle

 

You're just growing

Just living

 

Couldn't hear a thing

Just the sky and all its actions

 

Another year and another weight

 

Not getting any stronger

And not sticking around any longer

 

But I think I discovered the beginning

Maybe it discovered me

I hear the scratching of your pen

 

The page is turning

But your soul is falling apart

You're in a rut

And you're slowly dying

 

You'll be destroyed

And we'll be on top

Watching from a safe distance

 

We are the ones you saw last

The ones to see it end

It might be impossible to prevent

People are constantly sent

And the cycle continues

Maybe you we're doing it too

Maybe nobody caught you

Maybe you were jealous

Maybe you were amused

But you stole it

Robbed me of it

But I'm fine

Yeah shake it off and stain me

Why do  I wish this?

 

This is really what I want to do

That was an accident

 

I'll tell myself everyday

 

Only thing I want to do

Just one time

 

Why can't I keep them in my hands?

In my eyes

 

Distractions won't ruin this

 

I know where I am now

 

Neutral towards it