I Wish.

I wish...

I wish you looked at me 

The same you look at her.

I wish you touch my face,

My hand,

My hair, 

My lips...

Like you touched her.

My body aches when 

I hear your smile

When I hear how you say 

Her name... How you whisper it.

Those big brown eyes, pure happiness,

You and that pretty girl.

Those arms reaching for love,

No warmth, no laughter.

Nothing. 

Just silence, my silence.

My tears and my memories.

Me forgetting those memories.

You and I, never together.