this is the end

I close my tired eyes,
And see your smile again... 
You used to be the one, 
You used to be my man... 

That is the end of all... 
What is your real role? 
I thought, you were with me... 
But that would never be! 

I only want to stay 
Alone and on my way, 
I just want to forget 
This awful killing pain... 

I scream from time to time 
'cause hope, it will help me... 
But notice: that is all... 
Because I've lost control...