YOU

YOU

Was it all imagination?

This friendship we had

Did I hallucinate every part of it?

Because why is it that when I needed you most you weren’t there

Why is it that when I told you, you hurt me

You disappeared

My heart aches every single day

Was the distance the fault in our stars?

Or did I imagine the very reality of this relationship

I know friendships go both ways but i gave you my all

My very being

And you…. you drained my soul

To the point where all I could think of was you

You became my subconscious

My very reason for existence

And one day you just stopped

You left 

You gave up

And in doing so you took a crater of my heart with you

Why does it hurt so much?

And how am I to move on with my life knowing that you

MY PERSON

Left me high and dry

How did you move on so fast?

And I’m stuck here dwelling on the past

Rethinking the past five years

Did i do anything wrong?

But most of all 

Did you even love me?

Because why was it so easy to abandon the person you “Love”

Why was it so easy to erase me from your live.

You were the very air in my lungs

And when you left I couldn’t even breathe

And you didn’t even care

You were so happy

Living your life

I guess I was the only one that cared

The only one that tried

And the only one that gave a f**k.

-Jane Doe