Nights Distress

Staying awake , to the smell of cigarettes,

Another night with all these regrets,

Exhaling lies and all your secrets,

Inhaling fear and empty threats..

Now i'm alive , looking for more,

and what i see , i'm just not sure,

Trying to resist your careless allure,

Left behind , seeking a cure..

A moment of truth , a mere disguise,

Another one of your hundred alibis,

Bound by all your pretentious lies,

All i hear now are my own dreary cries,

Close my eyes and feel the heat,

Puff away to a life obsolete,

Desire , my friend , you i have lost,

I wish not to know , when my world will defrost.

Author's Note

any tips on improving are most welcome , enjoy :)