"You're Toxic"

Rinse & Repeat
I've been writing every time I feel like thrusting my head against the window of my car
My beautiful car
How do I want to drive you right off the bridge into the Atlantic with only myself inside
I love the way I feel when I'm alone at night
But, even more when I feel the "toxicity" in my veins

You always complain how I'm never enough
Not secure enough
Not courageous enough
But, this is all I've ever been able to do
A pitiful creature that contemplates killing herself every other week

I'm sure, I'm Toxic
Even to myself