The Roulette Finally Hit Me

1,000 viewers. This is all I’ve been able to dedicate to for the last three years almost. The people in my poems are all significant, thank you for the ups & downs.

Open the wallet
Find the contents
Long photo strip with Emily
Neuropsychology was us in a nutshell
Drinking down these phenomenas of the cerebral circuits
I’m sad I have to graduate & leave you.
Anita, my sister.
How sad we don’t talk anymore, but thank you for picking me up from the ground.
I just wish you would just understand the kind of pathway I’m taking before I join you in the medical field.
I’m just not ready yet.
Stickers from the diner in Colts Neck.
Austin, you are one of a kind.
You place the pieces together to find reasons why I’m still good at heart.
The scars are still on your body.
But, I promise if she doesn’t love you back, I’ll be here to put you back together too.
Receipt from Van Goghs.
Stephanie, tell me a little louder.
You haven’t had to give me the five reasons in a while.
Does this mean things are fading?
I’ve known you over 7 years.
Could this be it for me, sis?

Picture from your concert.
Door keys to the various hotels.
Train tickets from your lengthy adventures.
Receipt from a midnight food run.
You were everything.
I wish there was something else I can say to compensate for the negatives.
There just isn’t anything to say anymore.
Tears are running dry.
I think this is it.