Farewell Letters

Julien Baker- Something

Tonight I wrote my last paragraph 

To who was once the light of my life 

All thanks to someone 

That took the framework of my poetry 

And sent it out with hate 

I hope it was worth to see things unfold 

For a writer that only indulged in the play of words 

I hope it was worth to see him 

Pull teeth from my mouth 

You chose the perfect day too 

Today is my first day withdrawing in a while 

Today is also the day my final is due 

Today just seems like a losing fight 

I have the keys to pick up my prescription

But, I think I might ruminate in this feeling a little longer 

Depression never hurt so bad after a whole month of standing on my own two feet 

But, so is life to take you off of your feet again 

And I'll try to find solace in this 

And I'll try to stop finding you in the framework of my bed 

There's just something making it so hard to be alive right now 

i just wish I smiled before you left that night 

That's how I always want to be remembered.